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Everybody add my cousin Jocyne. Shes super hawt.
Shes sexier than me. Like woah. KIDDING KIDDING. No ones sexier than me.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) morbid_forlorn be cool and add her ... now ... bitches.
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| So heres my apology ... |
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Dear Ashley S. -
I apologize for assuming it was you ... but this person said that they know Steve Kinzer and the only two people who know me that know Steve ... are you and Nicole. I had already asked Nicole about it being her and she said it wasn't so me, being stupid as usual ... just assumed it was you. It was wrong of me ... totally and I apologize. If theirs anything I can do ... let me know. It was so wrong of me to assume it was you. Because really, you are a great person ... beautiful inside and out. I don't know, I'm just so angry and so ashamed of myself right now ... it's un beleivable.
Anyways -- who ever you are ... please, leave me alone. Or start posting a name along with your anonymous. Alright, bitch?
I love you all so much. (Except for the fucker who keeps posting in my LJ)
I shall post more later.
<3333
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[27 Jul 2004|07:48pm] |
This is what I like about LiveJournal[dot]com
We are all kind of ... friends. Kind of close, if you know what I mean.
We're all there for each other in times of need ... on LJ dot com, we're all friends ... we're all ... sort of ... one.
But we hardly know anything about each other.
Ask me one question that you think should be rather obvious, but you don't know ... then post this in your Livejournal.
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La la la.
Got home today.
LONG ASS DRIVE FUCKERS.
First, 16 hours to West Virigina from Florida.
Then another 8 hours from West Virginia to Michigan.
I hate funerals, they make me cry ... ugh. Today when we buried him it was horrible. I totally broke the fuck down, yo.
I love you all so much and will post more tomorrow letting you all know how everything was. :-)
<3
Miss Ali who is always away according to Patrick.
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[24 Jul 2004|02:33am] |
I won't be posting 'till I get home on Wednesday,
the burial is in West Va. NO COMPUTER
comment if you love me.
<3
ALi
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| then next is your pledge ... to become straight edge. |
[22 Jul 2004|02:34pm] |
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Alrighty, I've been thinking about this for awhile now.
To be Straight Edge or not to be Straight Edge is the question.
I'm choosing Straight Edge. All the freaking way.
"You can have way more fun being sober." - Mikey D.
I second that. :-)
So, here is my pledge ... to all of you ... to become ... Straight Edge.
I promise not to ever drink, smoke, or do anything that will affect the way my body works. :-) So should the rest of you. Being Straight Edge has waay more benefits than not being sXe. You'll live longer and lead a long, full, happy life. As opposed to smoking, drinking, killing my liver, ruining my brain, not being able to sit still without shaking un controlably, not being able to talk without stuttering, dying young ... nothing good comes from breaking edge, yo.
If you love me, post a comment telling me that you too, are Straight Edge.
:-D
Love you. ((Comment.))
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[21 Jul 2004|01:06pm] |
I am moving to Jersey as soon as possible.
They have really good emo.
Not to mention really hott guys.
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| So this is how the story goes ... |
[21 Jul 2004|11:22am] |
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La la la.
I got here today at about 9. ((Our plane left at fucking 6:45 in the morning. I had to be up at 4 'o fucking clock. Fuuuck.))
I'm not supposed to be on the computer right now, well ... not online anyway. My Grandma only has one line and shit load of people are supposed to be calling today. My like, entire freaking family is coming down to Florida to see my Grandpa. He sure is a LOVED man. Pssh. I mean, woah. My poor Grandma hasn't slept in 2 days, so shes sleeping now.
Thanks to everyone who called me, emailed me, IMed me, posted a comment in my LJ or ... anything about my Grandpa. You guys made me smile. Especially YOU Mr. Matthew Schmit! I love you! Oh your/hes an amazing guy. I got off the plan today, and Matt was picking me up. I started going to down the Escalator to the Baggage Claim area or whatever and Matt started whistling. HE EMBARRASED ME LIKE WOAH! It was so funny though. He was like, "Whose that sexy lady over there?!" Haha, Matt's a suuper guy! What would I do without all of my good ol' Florida pals? I have no clue. So Matt's hanging out with us this week, or however long I'm here. He said he'd take me up to the hospital later to see my Grandpa, which is cool. My Grandpa just adores Matt. But I mean, who doesn't?!
I should probably get going now - I'll write more later tonight when I don't have to worry about people calling. Sheesh, it gets crazy when people die. :-\
I love you guys so much. ((Aimee! Who calls and leaves me a billion gillion messages on my Voice Mail talking about ... nothing at all. I LOVE AIMEE!))
I also heart Justin a lot ... because he makes me smile all the time. Oh yeah, and everyone else ... you guys really do make a difference in my life ... you make me happy when I am sad. :-D ((Except for Jon, he makes me sad when I am happy sometimes.))
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[20 Jul 2004|07:52pm] |
Change of plans -
Going to Florida tomorrow morning at 6.
Don't know for how long.
Don't you guys just love these really spontaneous moments like this?
This one is necessary.
My Grandpa is dying.
I love you all and promise to update when I get to Fl.
Maybe.
I will missss you all.
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| 'cause our time is ruuuuuuuuning out ... |
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i won't let you smother it
i won't let you bury it
i won't let you murder it
'cause our time is running out
'cause our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't save it screaming out
last night talking to Colin and Rach was entertaining ...
Tyanna is crazy and their Taco Bell is open until 2 freakin a.m. bitch.
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| Make me beautiful ... try real hard. |
[28 Jun 2004|08:57pm] |
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Oh yes.
Second post in one day. Haha.
I feel like posting so I am bitches.
I LOVE my new layout. Its so ... woah. I love, love, LOVE it!
Yes. It is awesome. Silent Hero rocks my freakin' socks ALL the way off.
Okay, this is whats been happening since my last post:
I almost broke my 'back up' glasses at the Animal Hospital thing. I dropped then on the concrete REALLY hard. It was bad. That place smelled really bad. I mean, it almost made me want to puke. It was so disgusting. Blah. Okay, so we're sitting there in the Clinic and the doctor is talking to us and he goes and gets the Bladder Stones. Oh my god. That was the most disgusting thing ever. Bad smell + seeing bladder stones = me having to go out to the car because I cannot stand it any longer.
Haha. There is nothing that I find funnier than my Grandpa. I love him. Hes so damn funny. He always makes me laugh with his wild and crazy stories of when he was a kid. Its so great! Josh came down today, it was nice. Hes staying in this room now ... so I might not be updating as much / on AIM that much because well ... it is his room now. I don't know, but I think he'll let me get on and stuff when I want / need too. Although, I don't really need to anymore. Because Justin is gone. I still have ma crew I guess. I don't know. Who exactly is 'ma crew'? Haha. Spence and I talk about it all the time. He's like "so is yo' crew coming over today?" Haha. Its so fun talking to him. He always makes me laugh ... like Justin. Blah.
Yar. My Aunt Linda is in the hospital today. They had to take her to the ER. Something with her gull-bladder. (Spelling please?) I love my Aunt Linda ... shes so funny. So is my Aunt Brenda. Sheesh. I've never met a funnier woman in my life. Actually they both are. They are SO great. <3. I hope she's doing better though. She has to have surgery tomorrow morning ... shes getting it removed. And they also found a spot on her liver. You have to LOVE and ADMIRE my Uncle Jim. He's so awesome. He's staying with her through EVERYTHING. He's just so awesome. He really does love her. Those two deserve each other ... totally. I talked to my Uncle Jim today, he said hes going to stay with her through everything. No matter what they do to him. He's going to stay over night with her and be in there when shes having surgery ... no matter what. Gosh, one day I hope I am lucky enough to find a man like that. Hes so amazing. Hes the one who filmed the building of the NORAD. (You know, that president thing.) I am so proud of my family ... we all have our faults ... of course. But I love them all (yes, even my mom AND step mom) Really ... we are just a bunch of red necks over here ... but I love them all. ALL OF THEM!
A really, really good book you all should read is "Across the Nightingale Floor" by Lian Hearn. Its the first in a series ... I don't know if the others are published yet. But the first one is pretty damn good so far. :-) I don't know ... its sort of Science Fiction-ish. You know how much I like that stuff. :-) Haha. CHEESY! Its awesome this is what the back of is says:
In his black-walled fortress at Inuyama, the warlord Lida Sadamu surveys his famous nightingale floor. Constructed with exquisite skill, it sings at the tread of each human foot. No assassin can cross it unheard.
The youth Takeo has been brought up in a remotre mountain village among the Hidden, a reclusive and spiritual people who have taught him only the ways of peace. But unbeknownst to him, his father was a celebrated assassin and a member of the Tribe, an ancient network of families with extraordinary, preternatural skills. When Takeo's village is pillaged, he is rescued and adopted by the mysterious Lord Otori Shigeru. Under the tutelage of Shigeru, he learns that he too possesses the skill of the Tribe, and with this knowledge he embarks on a journey that will lead him across the nightingale floor and to his destiny within the walls of Inuyama.
Overcome by the intensity of first love and conflicted by split loyalties and his own divided nature, Takeo realizes that he must make his won way on this journey of revenge and treachery, honor and loyalty, betrayal and love.
Oh, its so good. I encourage you all to go out and read it!
I love you all, and I miss Justin so much.
Comment please, I like reading them because I am gay.
<3
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[28 Jun 2004|04:55pm] |
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Okay. So today was pretty decent.
Met a hott guy at the groccery store named Brandon. (?)
He made me think of Fell. But he didn't look much like him, he didn't have that whole ... Froggy look to him. Nor did he have a bitch girlfriend named 'Stina who was holdin' him back. Aye. But at the groccery store ... it my grandma bought me some Mountain Dew. Well ... more of it anyhow. I drank like an entire 12 pack in one day. Seriously. I am addicited. "I guess the addiction is in" Goood stuff.
My grandmas dog had to have some surgery today. She had bladder stones ... eww. But yeah, it happens. So my grandma (whose the biggest hypocondriact -spelled wrong I think- in the world) has been trying to get EVERYONE yes I mean EVERYONE to feel sorry for her ... because her 'baby' Sassy, has to get surgery. But the surgery went really well and she can come home today. ^__^ (< hes Tyanna's friend)
I talked to Matt today. It was eventful ... as usual. He wants me to walk up to Michigan from Lakeland and help him with his chores. Oh man. He said he'd make me a hundred cookies if I did. Whaaat the hell? Okay, I don't really like cookies all that much. I like Chocolate Chip Cookies though. Because I rock like that. :-0
I don't know. Ooh, I also talked to Aimee today ... well of course. But she left today to go spend sometime with Spence and her family in Tampa. We talked about ... okay ... elephants? I don't know. Shes so crazy. I love her. <333
Tyannas wedding to Mr. Potato is getting closer and closer ... tick tock, tick tock. I am so excited. Getting drunk with Rev. Awesome / Rabbi Cool if your jewish. (Jewish people rock. JO, YOU JEW!) I am the flower girl. Don't forget. Patrick is Jesus and the Ring Bearer. JESUS. Haha. Oh man. Exciiiiiting. Oh yeah, Tyanna, Mr. Potato says 'Hello!' and hes looking forward to the wedding and the RECEPTION MOST OF ALL. I mean whose not?! Booze ... haha. We need some pot and incense and we can partttay. Ha. He wants to know if all of his emoxcore band mates can come? And their crazy groupies?
Rachael is too awesome. I love talking to her. Okay, we talk about how beautiful we are. That's just great. We're hott, beautiful, young, sweet, nice ... cool. Oh man. We are just too awesome.
And I will leave it with this. With my addiction. My obsession.
JUSTIN.
I miss him. Yeah. Okay. You may make fun of me. Yes.
Bye everyone.
I MISS JUSTIN.
I HEART HIM!
<3
Comment if you love me and are excited about the wedding. (Again.)
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| Okay, I am officially depressed. |
[28 Jun 2004|04:55am] |
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Okay, so Justin is leaving, and I am really ... seriously ... HONESTLY all ... sad. Oh man. I am so pathetic. Yeah? Yeah.
I have no life at all.
I am going to miss my bastard. Seriously.
Okay. I am feeling really ... weird. So I'm going to go to bed now ... after all it IS 4:57 am. I have to get up at 11 too. OH MAN. I love you all.
I am going to miss you Justin. Really. Honestly.
Comment if you love me and can't wait for Tyanna and Mr. Potato's wedding.
<333
Ms. Sad Pathetic Chinese Sheep Ali.
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[26 Jun 2004|08:15pm] |
i freak out everyone i meet
i've got pink toe nails on my feet
i'm such a fucking master
i would die without you.
you make me smile with my heart.
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| Quiet Riot ... quiet riot |
[26 Jun 2004|03:52pm] |
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'Ello you guys. It might be awhile before I update again, depending on if I think to do it again sometime this week - I leave on Friday to go to Tennesee ( I think thats how you spell it, if not PLEASE correct me.) I'll be there for a few days - fireworks in Nashville, seeing my brand new baby neice! She was born last week, her name is Brittany Star Smith. I rather like 'Brittany Star'. Its her entire first name ... like mines Allison Rae everyone in my family calls me 'Ali Rae' though ... you know, just incase you wanted to know. Maybe we'll call her ' Brit Star', hahaha. I like Brittany Star MUCH better. Shes so adorable. Born June 19th, 2004. Oh shes SO cute! My nephews are like "No! I don't want a baby sister!" They already have Caitlin you know, but shes older than them.
The entire family will be down there for the Fourth of July and its sort of going to be 'Family Reunion' type thing. Then after a few days, we're leaving and going to Georgia for a few days to see my dads side of the family, only like 3 days ... max. Or I would die, I hate it down there. It wreaks of old, dying, rotting flesh. EW. It shouldn't be that bad, spend the time in the basement ... my Grandma Smith has free long distance SO I CAN CALL YOU GUYS. Exciting. Haha. I haven't talked on the PHONE with one of my friends in awhile. Eeek, I'm sort of excited about that ... but most of all, going home. I want to go home SO badly, I MISS MY HOUSE, my dog, my bed, my pillows, my friends, MY computer .... yeah, I miss it all.
Yesterday was pretty whacked out ... instead of them going to the beach and me staying with the little ones we all went to MGM Studios. Awesome. The Tower of Terror and the Aerosmith thing we're the best. Jocyne and I (cousin) went on them both like ... 10 times. It was SO much fun. Then last night we we're sitting in the room with the computer, online, talking to people and etc. where Travis (other cousin) was trying to sleep. I spilled my coke and I went into the kitchen to get the paper towel, Jocyne and I were like having laughing fits and I was cracking up as I walked into the room and I was running, so I slipped and hit the wall and just sat there laughing and Jocyne comes out and goes "Be quieter they'll all wake up!" WE HAD A HOUSE FULL OF PEOPLE ... ugh. So then I told her I fell and she starts cracking up and walks back into the room and trips on the trundle bed, falls on Travis and the kid STILL doesn't wake up. Then shes cracking up and we're talking to Specer C. about the picture with the pots and pans on his head and shes like laughing and it was crazy. I heaaaaaart Jo.
Thats all for now, talk to guys ... post later.
<3
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Oooh man.
Tomorrow, I am going to see my Unlce Stuart and Cousins. Fuun. Then their coming back with us and staying for a few days. Oh well. Aimee is now staying with me for the rest of my "down south" vacation. Hehe, I'm excited. I love Aimee. I would marry her if I could.
Okay, this kinda goes back to the whole "block buster dude giving me flirting tips" thing. It was really funny. SO Aimee and I are going up to Block Buster and my grandma goes, "oh that sounds like fun, I think I'll go too!" So there are these really hott guys there and my grandma's going, "ooh, those two guys are twins and my are they good looking." Aimee and I are like dying with laughter and then my grandma knows the guy who works at Block Buster because he lives across the street and helps her with her lawn work and stuff. His names "Bobby". So, we get up there and "Bobby" is like checking Aimee out and hes like "So, what are you girls laughing at?" And we tell him about the twin thing and he goes, "well you could go have Kyle back there check for you." Kyles a really cute and sweet guy who works there ... Aimee and I have hung out with him before ... Sunday and Sunday night. We're like "Nah, its okay." Then my Grandma starts talking about how its a grandmas "job" to hook their grand daughters up. And the guy "Bobby" is like, "well to flirt just smile and be allusive. That'll get their attention." It was so funny. Aimee starts cracking up and is like spazzing out on us and shes like "Oh my god we SO have to call Rich!" Rich is like ... the flirting "king". It was so funny.
Last night Aimee and I (of course) watched Adult Swim on Cartoon Network ... the funniest shoes are on it. Especially 'Aqua Teen Hunger Force'. Then we watched 'Case Closed' one of my favorite Anime shows and then 'Cowboy Bebop' and some other gay Anime shows ... well not gay, because I rather like Anime. Hmph.
This is it for today my good friends.
Love.
( ... survey time ... )
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| Oh man |
[21 Jun 2004|11:29pm] |
Oh man, I'm finally here ... in Florida.
JUSTIN GOT A LIVEJOURNAL AND NOW I AM HAPPY.
Yaaaay. Parrrtaay.
Bitches.
More later 'cause I'm going to play some X-Box with my homegirl Aimee.
I heart her.
And E.T.
And Spencer.
And Rachel.
And Rich.
AND ANDREW.
Oh yeah, the guy at Blockbuster gave me "flirting" tips today ... man.
<3
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